Him

I kept on trying to remember how it was like being with him.

How we even started speaking to each other. Why we got along. Why being with him just made me feel as if no one else existed.

I couldnt remember exactly how it was. But in every movie I watch, there would always be a scene that would remind me of him.. Of us.

Maybe I liked him because with him, I did something I've never done before. Maybe deep in my mind, despite the routines that I've gotten used to, there's something in me that badly wants to break out of my shell and just be a no holds barred random kind of person. 

I miss being young. So starting this year, i'll be fearless. Just like how he taught me to be.