Hello lola! I wonder what you're doing in heaven right now. Sorry i wasn't able to greet you yesterday.. It's just that i was supposed to greet you at 11:59pm but i ended up falling asleep (okay palusot. Alam kong alam mo na i'm lying. I just forgot. Sorry) It's been almost 11 years. And still i find myself wishing that you're still here. That i lived not here in QC but with you and mom. I miss sleeping next to you whenever mom wasn't around, being able to eat the food that i want cause you spoiled me to the highest level.. Or us just talking about my day and laughing at the silliest stories. I miss you. I know you know that. I believe dead people get these pyschic powers once they enter heaven! Haha!
I miss seeing you in my dreams. And up to now, I still regret not being able to say the most memorable last words to you. "Ma, may palit ka ba sa 500?" wasnt exactly what i had in mind. It should've been "thanks for always being there for me, for taking care of me and that I love you with all my heart. That you're the best lola in the world" :) But your death was too sudden. When I got home, you were gone. So maybe that's why i cried for no reason while i was in school that day. We had some sort of super connection. You died, i cried (even if i didnt know it at the time).
*Teary Eyed*
I wish you were here. Attending our spanish class was always something i looked forward to.. Cos our terror professor reminded me of you. Senora looked just like you. Although you're her milder version. Haha!
I miss you so much. How i wish you were able to attend my highschool and college graduation. Oh maybe you were there! Spritually present. Beside me while i was shaking the hand of that person on the stage and giving me a warm hug. Yay! Hmm. I guess that's it though. I still want to say a lot of things but im running out of words. So happy birthday again lola! And i'll see you in heaven. Yeah, umaasa akong sa heaven ako mapupunta sa afterlife :))
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